LB*s blog

My home town.
I know places all the faces.
In my home town.
I'm just me and that's ok
I'm home
when I'm with you
Here in my home town
I feel like walking away from the world
I'm my home town
I watch the sun go. Down

Here in my home town
Here in my
Home town
I'm
Coming
Home
Tomorrow

I want to paint my face And pretend that I am someone else Sometimes I get so fed up I don't even want to look at myself

If I could have three wishes

I would leave and start over

I would be powerful and respected

I would know how to love and trust

Hi my name is Bryan and I am addicted to chips and salsa.

I'm way to nice for my own good. This allows me to get walked all over. I just can't say no and when I do I just feel like I'm an ass hole.

I want to be friends with people that know how to be friends. Just one day.
I want to be friends with people that know how to be friends

My mind tells me to say no but I can't and just say yes. Maybe I like the attention or some thing. There are two many stupid thoughts in my head to explain it.

I get hit on my married woman and i want to push them away but I don't. I just let stupid things happen and I feel an ass hole about it. I need a shovel because I am digging my self an early grave.

I just don't know who I am.
Who am I ?

P.s. I suck

I'm so tired lately it feels like all I do is work and sleep I need a vacation or a few days of work I feel like I haven't had a day to my self in forever

Work weeks feel like they last for everrrrrr :( some one save me.

Feels like its me against the world no one supports me, or agrees with the way I live my life. I don't feel that I'm so different because I'm a vegan but apparently I'm so different because I don't eat meat. I'm my mind I can't see my self living any other way.

Its only hard at times because I have no friends that are vegan and I wish I did at least just one person that I can relate to on a daily basis. It just a pain in the ass sometimes I am always around people that don't understand it and people that won't listen to me when I talk to them. I just want some one that gets it.

Its not hard to be a vegan
O don't get why people think that they can't live with out eating meat or can't imagine not eating eggs and milk.
Its sort of depressing.

I'm trying to stay sane when all of this is around me but its hard. Hard because I'm just as messed up as every one else I can't control the things I do. I just want to be able to stay some thing and do it, or just stick to the "game plan" and not give up on things.

From
This
Day
On

You
Mark
My
Words

I
Will
Be
STRONG

4th of july was good I suppose nothing exciting I just think its anothere lame excuse to get drunk and complerty trashed, is it really necessery to make it a holiday just so you can get drunk.